goodbye everyone this is gonna be the last post i can write until i get internet access in beijing

 i dontk now how long that will be

thank you too all my friends who send me good bye messages.

Thank you.

Im trying hard to pack...

 the beautiful trip i was thinking bout..... is actually beggining to be really miserable.......

BUt then again

I THANK GOD FOR ALL THE OTHER THINGS THAT I STIL HAVE> I WILL STILL LOVE U GOD>> AND I KNOW ONLY U WILL BE THERE FOR ME ALWAYS>>> i should spend my time loving you instead of ....argh argh whoever.... and i thank you for all those ppl you sent to me in times of desperation and misery... and turmoil.

vincent.... thanks *hug* for the support the past few days.... no one i have ever known is like u.

BYE everyone......  ill contact you guys as soon as i know how i can be contacted....

GOODBYE>>>>